I'm really finding this hard!(Was-I'm OK now)

[brendanzxr]

Hang in there mate, we all hear for you, like dave said ...not long now to the nabiac ride, you can chill out have a few beers and catch up and have a awesome time with all who are going on it, and me being 2 up with ya, i will try to not give you any extra grief while we on the trip. ps i seem to have a bad bad habit for giving ppl grief .

[MickLC]

...i will try to not give you any extra grief while we on the trip. ps i seem to have a bad bad habit for giving ppl grief .

I thought we'd already established that he'll be expecting a lot more from you than just that....which reminds me, have you seen the movie Deliverance? "Squeal!"

[robracer]

I thought we'd already established that he'll be expecting a lot more from you than just that....which reminds me, have you seen the movie Deliverance? "Squeal!"

No its the movie The Jakal "Sprawl"

[brendanzxr]

Nope never heard of either movies , what are they like? The deliverance was made in the 1970's.

[Strika]

Nope never heard of either movies , what are they like? The deliverance was made in the 1970's.

Pulp Fiction might be a movie you have seen Brendan. It's only 10 years old now! If you have seen that one, just think of ZED! The guy who Bruce willis stole the Harley off in the little shop! "The spider's caught the fly"

[brendanzxr]

Nah not a big movie fan, havn't seen that one either.

[Frank]

Nah not a big movie fan, havn't seen that one either.

Bloody hell there is no hope for this kid

[6maniac]

Wizard of Oz ?

[brendanzxr]

I do like watching movies , but only ones that interest me.

[6maniac]

And they would be ?

[brendanzxr]

What ever has a good write up, look's good, sound's good.simple

[ZXRobyn]

Mmmmm wot can I say Marty ? ? Life sux, but hey you hold your head up high and you just never know where that road is going to lead you . . . . a few words to bring a smile to your dial, or maybe a tear. Either way (it's alllllll good), if I get a smile - I'm waaaaaaaay in front ! !

** A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

* * When you look around and your world is crumbling or when you think no one loves you, your best friend is the one to run to you.

* * True friends are very difficult to find, hard to leave, and impossible to forget.

HEY MARTY, BE GOOD TO YOURSELF Hey ! !. . . . AND You know where to find me.

ps. I had typed a previous email - and would you believe the computer crashed

[ZXRobyn]

* * Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes…just be an illusion.

* * Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings.

* * Don’t waste a minute not being happy. If one window closes, run to the next window — or break down a door.


* * You may be sorry that you spoke, sorry you stayed or went, sorry you won or lost, sorry so much was spent. But as you go through life, you’ll find - you’re never sorry you were kind.
Rob XXOO

[Strika]

Thanks Rob, and also to everyone else once again. I am feeling a bit better. It's still not easy, but i have had the grey cloud lift!!!


After scrounging lounge rooms and spare rooms off friends for the last two or so weeks, It was starting to wear me out. Living out of a suitcase sux! I should know as I do it regularly for work, but when you have to live like it as well....well....it just sux! You don;t have all "your things" around you! So I packed up some stuff, got a mate to load my bike onto the trailer and drove up to my parents place in Young NSW. At least here I can settle in, unpack some stuff and not have to carry everything in and out of the house each time I want something. It's also close enough to Sydders and Melbourne to be able to get there reasonably quickly for meetings and work.

Today, I had my first ride on the bike!!! It was just a 100k cruise over to Cootamundra to have lunch with my brother and his family and back again. The road isn't tight or twisty, just a meandering road which runs over some little rolling hills. The surface is in good condition, but the plod hammer it, so it was just a "brisk" run and nothing too nutty! My brother reckons he knows a few good roads around here, so I will hopefully be able to get out and about on weekends with him. He has just bought a 20k Dominator. It's pretty neat, but still a Honda!

After I rode back into town, I went straight back up to my daughters place and chased my grandson around the house for a couple of hours giggling my tits off!!!! Fuck he's good for my state of mind! His laugh is infectious.

I am back home now for a home cooked meal!! mmmmm my mum's cooking is to die for! I know heaps of people say this, but everyone who has ever eaten anything my mum has made just raves about it!!!!! My favourites are her homemade relish and her melting moment biscuits!!! They are amazing, they really do melt in your mouth!!!!

[Black Magic]

Good on you Marty! Great to hear.

At least you have started moving forward quickly, not let your relationship become one big drawn out dark cloud for 18 months like I just did!

Keep riding and giggling with the kid- both of those are music for the soul!