I'm really finding this hard!(Was-I'm OK now)

Hey marty we need to catch up for some drinkies soon dude.

but on the up side Marty would you really want your dad near your children or grand children if he treated you like that when you were a kid.......I wouldnt

On the other note glad to see things are finally starting to pick up and hope business gets better for you too.

but on the up side Marty would you really want your dad near your children or grand children if he treated you like that when you were a kid.......I wouldnt

On the other note glad to see things are finally starting to pick up and hope business gets better for you too.

No, but I didn't want my daughter knowing that her Grandfather doesn't want to know her!

Thanks too as business has picked up. As a matter of fact, today I replaced the lost work with the same amount of days but more $$$ per day!!! So In a few months time, It will barely be a blip on the radar! Right now it appears insurmountable!! But in a few months it will fade into a distant memory! It's one thing I have always been able to do, is generate a reasonable income. I go OK too if I don;t have a partner who spends it faster than I can make it !!!

I run out of happy pills this time tommorrow night, so Friday night I might be talking differently!!

Hey.. Strika..
I'm not an expert.. never would claim to be - but i would be proud to have a dad like you.

All I can say Marty is that this forum seems to be a tight little family! So you have plenty of family surport in here mate!

I do feel your pain, So If there anything you need just Holla as the yanks would say

Regards
Thien

All I can say Marty is that this forum seems to be a tight little family! So you have plenty of family surport in here mate!

I do feel your pain, So If there anything you need just Holla as the yanks would say

Regards
Thien

Yo! I'd really like some nubile young babe to lavish attention on me and bonk my brains out, all be it sympathetically, till I get over this!

Yours hopefully
Strika!

All I can say Marty is that this forum seems to be a tight little family! So you have plenty of family surport in here mate!

I do feel your pain, So If there anything you need just Holla as the yanks would say

Regards
Thien

Yo! I'd really like some nubile young babe to lavish attention on me and bonk my brains out, all be it sympathetically, till I get over this!

Yours hopefully
Strika!

MMMMM there's still hope Marty my brother has just been engaged last week to a girl 11 years younger than him, Well its brought my hopes up anyway

All I can say Marty is that this forum seems to be a tight little family! So you have plenty of family surport in here mate!

I do feel your pain, So If there anything you need just Holla as the yanks would say

Regards
Thien

Yo! I'd really like some nubile young babe to lavish attention on me and bonk my brains out, all be it sympathetically, till I get over this!

Yours hopefully
Strika!

MMMMM there's still hope Marty my brother has just been engaged last week to a girl 11 years younger than him, Well its brought my hopes up anyway

11 years different is OK! But 20! Now that would work!!!!!

MMMMM there's still hope Marty my brother has just been engaged last week to a girl 11 years younger than him, Well its brought my hopes up anyway [/quote]

11 years different is OK! But 20! Now that would work!!!!!
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@ the moment I would go to jail for someone 20 years younger than me I would be happy with 10 years Whipppishh yell yeah!

yeah just how old are you bastards LOL! a whole lot of fancy tail does have a way of making everything seem alright though... sex is a great band aid LOL
sounds like you're onto a healing path there, bucko
-J.

After escaping to NSW to hopefully get some forward progress, I've ended up coming back down to VIC, arriving last night. The intention is to sort some share accommodation for the next 6 months at least. Just enough time for me to get the emotions level enough to make a well thought out and sensible decision as to what the next step is. Young turned out to be fucking horrible and living with my sister wasn't a viable long term option, with her dealing with her own stuff right now and being around her wasn't really helping me. So I figured that it was wise to get myself a Melbourne base sorted (The kids are here, most of my mates are here, the riding is better -although the weather in winter is tougher- and my dogs are here.) and then work from there.

I've started surfing the net for any and all share accommodation west side of the bridge. Williamstown, Newport and Spotswood are my preferences so availability isn't huge. I will look at other suburbs if I absolutely have to, but I really love this little patch where I have been living since moving back to Melbourne and I would rather stick around here abouts.

I'm willing to spend up to $200 per wk to get something nice which has a Garage for the bike at least, if not the car as well.
So If anyone trips over anything in their travels, let me know!

I am relieved to say that I have sorted a roof over my head in a semi permanent nature. I have signed a 3 X 3 month lease in a four bedroom, two story townhouse not far from where I was. It's not what I would deem perfect, but it will suffice until I can squirrel away a little cash for my own place again. It's almost brand new, so it's very clean and tidy although my room is a tad small. It has a shed, but I am going to store the bike in the "Toy Box". The added bonus is that it's only 2 minutes from my office!! Woohoo! Wake up at 7.30 be showered and at work by 8!! Gotta luv that!!

So tommorrow morning I'm off to work to pick up one of the utes, then go and buy a new work bench for my room and then trundle back over to the old house and remove some more of my personal belongings and a few items of furniture. The new place could do with a few things which I do posess, so the house benefits somewhat from my arrival.

Off to catch a few ZZ's now as I need an early start!

Excellent Marty!

Things will get so much easier and more settled now you have your own place.

Welcome back to Voc Marty. Need anything give me a holla, have the van if ya need it.

I woke up early and grabbed a ute, headed to Preston, bought a new workbench and installed it in my new room. I probably should have bought a double rather than a queen, but I'm used to a queen now and it will be better once I move back into my own place. I have unpacked some stuff into the cupboards and wardrobe, thrown the sheets and doona on the workbench and am set with most of what I need. I'll trickle stuff over during the next week. All I need now is some nubile young babe to christen the workbench with!!!!